A day indoors. Shadows of the furniture on our wooden floor, the cat next to the radiator lifting his head to watch me as I walk past, that weird inward state of writing fiction, of rearranging words inside my head and seeing my characters moving in silence. I wrapped myself in Michael’s thick dirty white sweater with the holes at the elbow.
No wonder writers go mad. My day consisted of one long inner dialogue with myself, interrupted only when Michael came through the front door and I realized there were still dirty dishes in the sink.
It’s 5:37 now, and the sun is going down now, a pretty but monochromatic sunset with wisps of black clouds against a pale, only slightly pink sky. The buildings are squares of darkness, unevenly lit.
8:16 PM. I’m sitting at my desk. The city blinks red and white lights at me, and I blink back at it. The Christmas decorations are all gone now, and we all slide gratefully forward into a long stretch of months without major festivals.